afterparty soliloquy

by normal state

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Sully I honestly think this is one of my fave releases and I'm excited for the ones to come Favorite track: wasted time part 2.
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literally this release is just bad


released December 12, 2016



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Track Name: wasted time part 2
i like to think there's no such thing as wasted time
but i can't help but think that i am wasting mine
every second you are not by my side
i tried to stay in the here and the now
and i guess i'm content somehow
i'd do anything to make you proud

i still make coffee, smoke a bowl, and think
but there's no one to listen to me ramble on about anything
i get so lonely with no mind i can explore
i've got friends but there mind's aren't like yours

they don't get anything
thirty bodies leave the room
they don't get anything like you
Track Name: silverpool
i miss you

i have too much time on my hands
spend it all inside of my head
Track Name: you are my sunshine, my only sunshine. you make me happy when skies are grey. you'll never know, dear, how much i love you. please don't take my sunshine away.
party's over
i'm still wide awake
my bad for throwing a party on a Wednesday
my friends have real jobs
i wonder what it's like to drink the poison and slave to the time

a house once full of bodies empties as the clock runs down
what now?

frolic through the garden in my head
i'll pick a flower to feel you in my hand

i will wither without sunlight
save me tonight
Track Name: a ghost
spending all my time in my room
coming up with all the ways i could say "i love you"
running out of melodies but never out of ways i could say "i love you"

keep it short, sweet, to the point
you don't want to hear my voice

you said that life would be worse without me
i hope you're alright, i hope you're happy

one day, we'll die
don't waste your time running from, trying to hide
you said when you left your body
you'd find a way to find me

come find me